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hey all, OMG i almost couldnt get into my blog xD but luckily i got it back :D so there's at least only one blog to worry about :DD

HEYHEY

HEY ALL it's been such such a long time since i blogged :D maybe cuz i didnt want to or maybe it was the exam stress or maybe cuz i dun have anything to blog... so obviously now, i also have nothing to blog at all xD so i only posted to make it look UNDEAD hehe

heyhey~! changed my wall paper :D it's supposed to mean that i'm sad because of the raindrops but i wanted another one but couldnt find it so i had to go with this ^^ which is seriously the case... i'm seriously sad.. i could cut myself soon too o.o

this two days after my birthday seriously not very nice... (obviously, if not i wouldnt be saying this ._.) got more problems, damn tired, cry alone, no comfort... its just so normal... like i've been through this before...x(

AWESOMEST DAY EVER! went to 'celebrate' birthday but ended up running away from SOME PEOPLE (so damn sorry ><) but in the end, had lots of fun :D BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!!!!!!! WOO!

today will definitely be an unforgettable day ^^ sad can't type everything... damn tired... yawn~

NIGHTS PEEPS! WILL CONTINUE TOMORROW OR SOMETHING :D

heyhey~!

celebrated my birthday yesterday with my family :D nice cake xD also received a wallet (with $20 inside :O) from my cousin and also a Triumph necklace (uhh... i dunno what that is for but haha thx :D) anyway, had real fun and FINALLY, I'M DONE WITH MY HOMEWORK!!! WOO! AWESOME ME~!

just pretend nothing happened... i'm fine now, right? i dun wanna quarrel with you again... those days are enough... i dun wan it to happen again...

COUNTDOWN: 4 DAYS!!!

was there another meaning to you lending me that book or was it just me? cuz there are alot of ........ never mind... anyway, that book was really very cute and the scenes inside are ...LOVEly xD it's like a guy... so young, doing such romantic things to a girl!!! OMG!! never seen this kind of things but OMG!!!!!!!!! SO SWEET!!!!!

am i always like this or is it only starting this year..? i feel so different... it makes me feel so important... i dunno... i just like this feeling :3 i wanted it badly last time, and now i've gotten it :D its so cool!

i'm sorry. i can't tolerate that well. when i say i've had enough, it's not a joke. so i cannot tolerate people who keep repeating what they say, over and over about that same subject. the longest i can go is a week, maybe a few more days but if i hear it everyday, i might only be able to go for only 5 days. when there is a way to resolve it, i dun want to tell, i wan you to know what to do and act on it. dun just say, DO IT. unless you wan me to resort to stopping our friendship or even force you to stop doing it again and again... if not, i totally give up on you and let you do what you want while i pretend i'm listening or looking and daydream... i might even pretend to listen to everything you say and do something else instead. i will let my mind drift off if i find it unnecessary to listen..