i know i shouldnt have called you... but my mind was somewhere else but my hands were clicking at my phone and by the time i knew anything, i was calling you... you dun expect me to put down the phone when there were like already two rings or something right??? but when you answered, i tried to be nice but you just answered me in that 'i dun care' voice... wtf do you want? ya i know you dun need me to call you... then fine! why should i care then! you still asked why i was angry?! now i'm angrier, and disappointed in you... i dun want to see you again but you just keep appearing!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!! GET OUT OF MY ALREADY-MISERABLE LIFE WILL YOU? you even appear in my dreams today... i shouted at you in some room then when i went back to that room, you were gone... that was the perfect dream to describe my anger towards you... great, shouldnt have apologised... you dun even noe wat you did wrong!!!!!!!!!!!