hey all sorry for not blogging for i dunno how many days... lucky i completed my homework :D now desperately waiting fo rthe next day to come so i can return someone's bottle to him and i can then finish my chinese AMA ><

apparently, today i found out that someone has been stalking me in this blog and never told me till now... and not only that, i found out in 1 week that he is very neat and very nice sia~ not like the him i see... :D strange lols xP

whenever i see that you are no longer on my friends list in fb, i feel like my heart just went one step closer to death... but whenever i see you online, i do not dare to even click on ur name despite the hope of talking to you... but i tell myself this : "if i talk to you, we will still remain in the state we are now... cuz you dun care about me at all, you only care about something else" so i can only care about you behind your back, ask about you when i noe i shouldn't do it... sadly, i cant stop myself from thinking about you... i hear a sweet song, i think about you. in fact whatever i listen to i think of you... so hurting you noe that? thinking about someone like you , who practically dun care about anything...