难道我只能默默地在你后面跟着你吗？难道我只能在无人知下为你祈祷吗？我知道你根本都没有想到我是这样看你的，可是我真的觉得你这种人没有朋友就算了，有自己和你所爱的人就可以了。我相信你到现在还一点也不知道我已经没有和你交流了。因为你只需要她与你的友谊就够满意了。我却觉得失去你会带给我很大的痛苦，可是我还得坚持下去，把你忘得一干二净。你知道这样对我有多难吗？我看，你应该根本连想都不去想。。。

Your behaviour and even the sight of you irks me. If i was given a choice, i would ignore you till the day i graduate. so what if you have that? must you show off every once in a while? You know something? THIS is what makes people HATE you sooooooo much... You know what, you SHOULD change... If you want to do something about it, YOU SHOULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. if not, sooner or later, i dare to bet with you, someone as tolerating as me, will leave you and seriously leave you alone. I tell you, i have been tolerating your stupid and irksome and disgusting behaviour for a very very long time. If i were other people, i tell you, you wouldn't have any friends anymore. you should be happy that you have a friend that is able to tolerate your nonsense all the way unil now okay? so quit complaining and live you life! continue your nonsense, I BET YOU WON'T MIND LOSING A FRIEND LIKE ME!!!

are you willing to wait? I can't accept you until i'm ready... If you feel that it is a waste of your time waiting for me, then i don't mind, you are free to like someone else... cuz i dun wanna make you waste your time on someone like me... i can tell you this, people who like me can easily forget that feeling for me. i dunno whether you will be an exception but i'm just telling you cuz that happened to me several times... so i won't mind if you dun like me anymore... cuz i'm used to it too... no offence if i indirectly insulted you... hope you understand what i'm trying to say to you... :)