hey michelle! dun be sad :D cuz i noe and im sure that things will surely turn around! dun give it too much thought... it wont do you much good!! it will only cause you to get more 'break downs' :( there are many around you that cares... if you combine all the love for those people together, you will realise that it is actually more than how much you love him... and i'm very happy that you actually thought that you can forget him! :D dun worry, if things dun work out as you thought it will be, just forget about it :D if you need any help, just come to me~ remember, i will be there for you :D <3

lunch with mrs lau is great! you get to hear stories, play games~ its so cool!!!!!! next time, if there is a choir lunch, must sit with mrs lau!! she will say lots of stories and introduce new games to us :D

christmas is over!!!! D:

christmas might be over but the spirit of christmas is still around! got wonderful presents this year!! a cute pink bag, a round brownish bag and a stationery holder with a metal girl standing and playing the guuitar~~ so cool!! ate turkey yesterday (Y) yummy yummy!! had dinner beginning with the starters, main course and lastly, dessert(ice-cream with chocolate cake and brownie!!!!!)~ had fun playing with nephews and niece... though they are very annoying...><

today went to yio chu kang cc to get scholarship cheque... little did i expect it to only be $400... but at least more than my bro :P went with shi hui. saw many mayflower primary pupils and amksians :) saw joycelyn!!! she also got scholarship :D this year ceremony is only go register, shake hand, then can go home liao... so fast!! then also got games to play... SAW NARUTO, KAKASHI, SAKURA, TEMARI AND YAMATO!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanted to take picture of kakashi but... dun dare XD haha but its ok... i can easily see him if i watch naruto XD

end for today :)

so many people have iphone liao... from start of the year, only one in class have... now, in class, who knows? maybe even reaching ten have liao... xian mu ni men ahh~

kor kor, cheer up :D she will be back soon!!

so long since i blogged... actually a few days only lah... haha

your name appears wherever i go... in my very own EXERCISE BOOK, my STORYBOOK, even in my bloody handphone... in every contact i have in my phone i put a heart beside it. when i go to yours, i feel reluctant to put one... i dun even want to add you in my contacts... the hurt you dealt at me, it cannot be removed, cuz its a huge blow... even bigger than the one from primary school... thanks alot, since now it has made me easier to forgive and forget... i forgive you even though it still hurts me, but one more blow(consisting of many mistakes), just one more, and i will hate you. you will lose a friend, though you dun really need me at all... but mark my words, I WILL HATE YOU

hey hey daddy and mummy!! had fun today at expo?? sorry cant tag along XD anyway, must persist until the end! though you two might not be able to be together, you all must remain the lovebirds like last time horr!! haha

memories...

bad memories are flooding me today... i dunno why... sad la... those unpleasant things all come into my head, from home to school... haix... but i think its God helping me to get rid of them :D to everyone who's feeling down and see this post, think of positive things everyday~ if you wan, try to make at least one day every year a think positive day :D lols i'm being damn lame but try to make that happen :D

ok... stop apologising to me... i get it ok? not that i'm sick of it but its seriously annoying me... dunno why you wanna apologise... but dun worry i'm not thinking about it anymore

a little addition to the last post at the end: (and) thank you all for creating different weird memories for me~ :D

while, yes i'm back finally.... haha!

you asshole... leave the country when i'm missing you le... x.x then only talk to you for awhile then off liao... why did you delay the message for about 49 min?? i didnt wait for it, i was asleep at that time... be responsible... but thx for even messaging me, i appreciate it alot :)

等一等爱情，好浪漫哦！我看了就觉得世界上原来也有跟我一样会胡思乱想的人，原来不只有我一个。可是，好甜蜜哦！我只希望我的人生会跟故事一样！<3 ^^

BACK!!!

Heyhey everyone~ i'm back from port dickson, malaysia~ one unforgetable thing is the stupid flies!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!! flying around when having meals... so disturbing!!!!!!!!!!!!

UPDATES DURING THE TRIP:
6 dec
1133 in bus toward port dickson,many ppl sleeping... almost fell asleep but in the end woke up and update :P feeling a little hungry... very cold in bus! guys are still damn hyper, none of them are asleep :O looks like its gonna rain (1137)
1230 bought a packet of super rings and a set of 5 packets of spearmint chewing gums. finished lunck yay! have a feeling i might sleep later XD
1322 omg raining heavily now... guess singapore should also be raining? guys very noisy!
1326 not raining liao lols only dark couds and wet roads haha short rain bad weather XD think its gonna rain again...
1338 i'm right! its raining~ and its heavier... though there's a clear sky... nvm... guys are finally resting, guess they are tired :D
1340 not raining again....
1432 everyone seems wide awake... guess they are anticipating the arrival at port dickson... though they are very quiet... even the guys... but they seem tired after entire 6 hours+ being hyper.. anticipating too :)
1436 the road now feels like a roller coater: twist and turn, up and down. makes me dizzy but its a new experience of riding on a 'roller coaster' haha!!
1437 now its just straight throughout...lucky cuz if it doesnt, im gonna puke soon...
1451 finally reach! didnt expect to see ppl seriously falling asleep haha!! :D
2259 going sleep liao... haix... concert was not bad... we did quite good in it :) tmr have lots of things to do... will be tiring day i guess... so can sleep more easily~
7 dec
0714 wake up and did some packing to be more tidy. now waiting to brush teeth...
1403 finish lunch liao, now in room... waiting for sectionals... hate it!!
1925 waiting in the grand ballroom... finished stupid disgusting dinner... EW!!!!!!!!!!!!
8 dec
1346 cant believe its the third day already!! yay! learnt alot and sure that we will shock everyone today during our syf performance! time to get ready to take them down!! :) ate cup noodles for lunch... doesnt taste cooked but at least better than the lunch there.... HEHE
2121 today was like epic win! first to perform, first to get great applause! saw someone that looked like yong le from victoria junior college... wow! haha
0034 bathe finish liao... was supposed to party but everyone went back to their own rooms... x.x
0035 guys officially having real party... some girls are sleeping, some are partying~ but i'm in the room... with nowhere to go for party... *sobs* but finally going back singapore! missing everyone there!! but see all of you tmr night!
9 dec
0812 wake up only at at 7.30 though wanted to wake up at 7... but nvm... had breakfast... titbits that i bought were mostly still left with me... if not in my body~ haha! realised brand new things during the trip... like how some people can get really very bitchy...
1358 finished lunch... trying to find some things for family..1403 decided not to find anything le... have nothing at all... have nothing at all... sad... i hope its the thought that counts... but seriously nothing to buy...
1808 past through the malaysia custom... now waiting for everyone to come up bus... hope can get pass singapore custom... haha!

obviously bought some things back... for brother, cousin and parents... OBVIOUSLY, BOUGHT NARUTO THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!! so cool and awesome!!! yayayayayayayayayayay!!! at least it wasnt caught when we were going through the singapore custom... haha thx teachers for these wonderful trips and

BYEE PEOPLE~

byee everyone and singapore! will be back on the 9th but at night, so dun sms me or wat not kays? you wan sms, better on the 10th then sms cuz just in case :D anyway, hope to have loads of fun without getting lost and hurt ^^

shouldnt have sms-ed you in the first place, all i get in the end is more f-words than before... i SHOULD be the one asking you: WHAT (F-WORD-ING) MORE DO YOU WAN FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now i wanna tell you this, so wat if you noe? so wat? are you gonna give it all up just to be with me?? NO!!!! I CAN HELP YOU ANSWER: N-O, NO! i already noe ur answer... dun have to do anything about it okay?! you have changed alot ever since they broke up you bloody asshole. and if you ever visit my blog, and i mean ever, this IS for you and from the bottom of my heart, too! GET OUT OF MY LIFE CAN YOU?????!!!!!!!!!!!! I ALREADY GOT ENOUGH HURT FROM YOU!!!

well thats all for today :) anyway, enjoy yourselves during this period, i'll keep updating my phone about all the events when i'm at port dickson(i hope have time for updates :P) remember, dun sms!!! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

OMG! found out who my roommates were for the trip... and i'm the only junior T.T all others sec 3 de... *sobs* why dun have other juniors with me... miss ho still say random one... haix... sad la...

hey idiot, you were the only one who raised up ur hand. and in this kind of situation, no matter how much you hate choir, please control ur nonsense la... since every member can control, why not you? if you hate choir soooooooooooooooooo much, why dun you just quit now? even li qi said that its ok to leave if you dun have the heart to sing... please la, be more mature can anot? smaller sized ppl can think better than you lehh... still say wat you get scholarship? i think is you cheat one la... so wat if you do well in that? you must have the self control right?? please la... dun act so idiotic... ppl WILL hate you like this...
you know, i would prefer it if you nvr found a new stead, you nvr went out with other idiotic and useless friends, you nvr broke up with ur ex... cuz you noe why? you have become a bitch in my eyes... only caring about those friends and not the ones that would support you in the right way... please think it through la... you only say change ur attitude towards parents? no... not only parents, towards the friends you have in school... i am not being a selfish bitch or wat, but i am telling you wat i feel about ur huge turnover... and i am very disappointed at that change... thx alot if you get wat i mean, if not, come to me directly... BUT ONLY if you are willing to change... i noe i make you feel like you were with ur ex but this is different, he wouldnt care much about that part, but as a friend, i want you to CHANGE... THANK YOU!

"i thought i taw a putty tat" - tweety bird

just like tweety i tot i 'taw' many things today... i tot i 'taw' jia wei outside school, i tot i 'taw' that cca just nearby... but i put it all aside... cuz if i dun, i'll be the tweety being chased around by sylvester... haha this things are so easy to put aside, like how i am actually able to put aside all the trust and love for him... since its so easy, i guess its only pity... muahahaha finally, you are out of my mind, out of my heart, out of my soul and out of my entire world! my life belongs solely, to myself and FOR myself to decide which path i should go...

if you like me, then i suggest you dun... i'm not worth liking~ cuz i'm the stupid and dumb kind that everyone hates but doesnt really mind :) get a good shaking